Saturday Short: The Red Van

photograph of a red van

“I can’t believe you bought that red van,” Denise said as they stopped on the curb beside the van. “And they couldn’t even bring it to your house?” She crossed her arms as if the very sight of the van offended her.

“I like it,” Sharon said with a smile as she pulled out the key from her purse. It looked like a miniature skeleton key she had to get into the basement of the public library.

Denise shook her head. “You really need to grow up. It is so impractical.”

“I know. That’s why I love it.” Sharon unlocked the side door and slid it open with a creak. A butterfly flew out, an incongruous fleck of yellow against the grey sky. “See? It’s magic.” She climbed into the driver’s seat. “Want to ride home with me?”

“No way. That looks like it will rattle us to death.” Denise looked at her watch.

“Your loss,” Sharon said, which caused Denise to snap her head up. She wasn’t used to Sharon ever saying anything negative. Sharon smiled wider. “You’ll miss the magic.” Then she turned over the engine with the skeleton key and the door slammed shut.

As she drove away and Denise lost sight of the red van against the sea of drab cars around the corner, all she heard was the sound of Sharon’s joyous laughter floating back, like a butterfly on the breeze.

 

Be Kind

So, this week has been hard. I’m not really sure what to say that hasn’t already been said, so I’m not going to try. Sometimes words simply fail us. Then, again, sometimes we find the words that are exactly what we need. While not everything that we need right now, because I don’t think that is possible, today’s quote is something that may help a tiny, fraction of a bit if only the entire world would remember it:

There's only one rule I know of: You've got to be kind. Kurt Vonnegut

Kindness is so important on so many different levels. We need to be kind to each other, to those we see every day. Did you stop and say hi to your neighbor today? Did you say the compliment you were thinking in your head about your colleague’s awesome talk? Kindness can sometimes just take a minute, but we too often let those minutes go by unremarked. Put some kindness back into your day.

We need to be kind to those who will never know us, who will never meet us, who couldn’t even imagine that we are there. Whether this means for you being a little gentler and kinder to the earth while you’re here or volunteering at whatever charity organization fills you up with more kindness reserves or giving money to organizations that do good in places you may never see–or maybe it’s all three, spread some kindness to those who will never have the chance to personally thank you. Put some kindness back into the way you live the whole of your life.

We need to be kind to ourselves, too. If we can’t be kind to ourselves, it is really hard to be kind to others in a way that is empathetic and sincere. Be kind to yourself when it seems like you can’t figure out how life could possibly be going so wrong and be kind to yourself when it is going so well that you don’t want to blink because you’re afraid it will disappear.

So, I guess all I’m saying is that I hope you’ll join me in being kind. If the whole world was kind, it’d be a better place and I’d like that, wouldn’t you?

Creating Yourself

Sometimes what you need to hear or read comes from the strangest places. Today’s quote comes from a box of chocolates that a colleague gave me. Really. This quote by George Bernard Shaw was on the back of card that described the chocolates. Don’t know what it has to do with chocolate, but it is a wonderful sentiment to remember.

"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." George Bernard Shaw

I love the reminder that we can create ourselves. We can be who we want to be if we do the hard work of creating. We don’t have to worry about finding ourselves. I love this because I’ve always thought that “finding” myself seemed weird. I’m always where I am. I don’t need to find myself, but I do need to be mindful about creating the person that I want to be.

So what do you want to create for yourself?

As for me, I’m continually in the process of creating and being a person who is intelligent and kind, creative and productive, caring and strong, respectful and daring. Life is a process of creation.

So I hope in the coming days you find happiness and even joy in creating the person who is you. And I hope you share some of your creations with the world when you’re ready to share.

P.S. Yes, the chocolates were terrific (in case you were curious). 🙂

Saturday Short: Said the Cat

“That’s a nice looking cat you’ve got there,” Steven said to the innkeeper.

The innkeeper flicked his eyes towards the cat who lounged on the worn, wooden porch outside the office before nodding. The cat didn’t seem to be paying any attention to the two men as he dozed in the sun. “Yeah, just don’t pay attention to what he says to you.”

photograph of gray cat standing on wooden deckSteven raised an eyebrow. “Says to me?”

The innkeeper nodded, agreeing with his question. “Yeah, cat says some wild things.”

“Sure. Thanks for the tip.” Steven picked up the key off the counter and turned to leave before he changed his mind about staying here. It was the only place he could afford in this town. The last stop before he’d have to drag himself home and plea for mercy at his parents’ feet. He shook his head and straightened his back as he walked out the office and out onto the porch. His boots made dull thuds against the boards and the cat opened one yellow eye.

His door was opposite where the cat lay. Steven had a soft spot for cats and tried to open the door as quiet as possible to not disturb him. He needn’t have bothered. As soon as the door was open the cat lunged in before Steven could cross the threshold.

“Hey now!” Steven said as much in surprise as annoyance. “You ain’t supposed to be in my room.”

“I can go wherever I want,” said the cat.

Steven sat hard in the chair by the door and shook his head. “Tireder than I thought.”

“You may be tired, but that doesn’t change the fact that we’re talking. My name is Alexander, by the by.” The cat waited until Steven looked up at him before continuing. “Now, it looks like you need a change of fortune and I need someone with opposable thumbs.” The cat walked out the door and glanced back over his shoulder.

“You coming or not?” the cat asked and smiled when Steven stepped onto the porch.

Saturday Short: Flower Rows

photo of flowers planted in rows“The flowers are beautiful,” Fanny said as she bent down to touch the nearest blossom. It was orange like the sunset they had watched last evening.

“I don’t see how you can find beauty here,” Dahlia said with a shake of her head as she hugged her arms tightly across her chest.

Fanny stood up with a shrug. “The rows are beautiful, so peaceful. How can you not like them?”

“Because of what they represent.” Dahlia reached out and tugged on her arm. “Let’s go.”

Fanny took one more look at the rows of flowers that stretched to the horizon, gently swooping rows that followed the contours of the hillside and path below. She let Dahlia lead her back into town. As they stepped back onto the sidewalk, they passed a sign that read “Flower Rows of the Dead.” Only Fanny looked back when the breeze wrapped a heady floral scent around them like a tendril trying to lure them to return.

Your Ideas Won’t Get Stolen

I love ideas, don’t you? I love the flash of a new idea that makes me stop short and take out a pen and paper to write it down so I don’t forget. Ideas can be wonderful things, but too often people want to horde them it seems. Try getting some writers to talk about a work-in-progress and you know what I mean. I wonder if they are worried that ideas can’t be copyrighted, only their tangible or fixed forms. Whatever the case, I have a quote by Howard Aiken today for anyone who is afraid of people taking their ideas:

"Don't worry about peole stealing your ideas. If your ideas are any good, you'll have to ram them down people's throats." Howard Aiken

This is one of my favorite quotes that I’ve come across while reading this year. I’ve found it to be so true in work and in creating. Everyone says they want something new, unique, the next great idea. But, often, you’ll have to hit the same people over the head with a large volume of an encyclopedia to get them to pay attention once you have a great idea (and have done something with it).

This quote reminds me of two things: 1) Don’t worry about people stealing your ideas (most people don’t care, won’t do anything with them, don’t understand, or all of the above) and 2) Keep working on making your ideas real, even if no one does care or understand except you. Maybe, one day, they will. But if they don’t, you’ll still have your work and that’s a pretty good thing, too.

I hope you have a lovely rest of your week full of creating things and finding great ideas for your next project! 🙂

Saturday Short: The Red Blossoms

“It is dead, Lila. Nothing is bringing it back.” Steven stood above her, his shadow darkening the barren branches in front of her.Dead looking bush with red blossoms

She looked up. With the sun behind him, it was like looking up to a human shape void around which the sun shone. “You don’t know that.”

“Why bother with it. Father can just plant another one.” He turned on his heel, a puff of dust rising and dirtying the side of her skirt.

Lila waited until he was a speck across the dried expanse of the meadow before she responded. “Because Momma and I planted this one.” She turned back to the bush and continued digging in compost around its base, watering it with her tears.

When the sun was at its height in the sky and sweat had washed away the tears from her face, Lila stood. Hands on her hips, she stared at the bush.

“I know you have it in you to survive. You’re like me.” She picked up her tools and trudged back to the house.

That night Lila woke up to the sound of rain and smiled before falling back asleep. And outside, across the awakening meadow, there was a sound of cracking wood and red blossoms exploded on the once skeletal sticks.

 

Finding Work through Procrastination

Do you ever procrastinate? The answer is yes, right? Even if we don’t want to admit it. So today, I want to share a quote from the amazing lettering artist, Jessica Hische.

"The work you do while you procrastinate is probably the work you should be doing for the rest of your life." Jessica Hische

I love this quote and the idea behind it. (Also, if you love the quote, check out the amazing print of it that you can buy. ) Maybe we can’t support ourselves by doing the work we do when we are procrastinating right now, but it definitely gives us an idea of what we truly love to do.

So the next time that you are procrastinating about doing something (maybe instead of doing the laundry, the next quarterly report, or whatever)  and are instead doodling, painting, writing snippets of dialogue or looking up how to start up your own business, take a step back to reflect. You may have found your vocation.

I hope you are having a lovely week with time for creating what you want. If not, remember, there’s always a sliver of time somewhere you can use (even if you have to be a time thief to get it.) 🙂

Saturday Short: Dragon in the Cave

photograph of water coming out of sea cave and mist creating a rainbow

“Momma, what makes the rainbow?” Gavin asked as he held on to his mother’s hand and braced himself against the wind. He squinted down at the cave, as if he could see through the mist.

Before she could reply, another walker said, “It’s just the light refracting through the mist.” He chuckled and walked on, talking loudly to his walking partner.

“What’s refracting?” Gavin asked.

“Means it splits up the light,” his momma said.

His brow furrowed and she smiled.

“Like when I sift flour for cake.”

“Oh.” Gavin nodded. He looked back down as another wave crashed into the shore. “Is that true? It’s just light refracting.”

She stared at the rainbow while it faded like spent fireworks in the sky. “Depends on how you look at it.” She squeezed his hand. “Let’s get going. I’ve got dinner to make.”

Gavin turned and walked back without a fuss. “How do you look at it, Momma?”

“Water makes the rainbow, but the dragon makes the water.”

“Really?” Gavin swiveled around so fast he would have slipped if not for his mother’s firm grip on his hand.

“Mmhmm,” she said and guided him back towards home. “But you mustn’t let the dragon know that you know he’s there or talk about him. He’s a shy fellow. It’s our secret.”

“Cross my heart,” Gavin said and nearly skipped home. A secret to keep was almost as good as seeing a dragon.

And deep in the sea cave, the dragon slept on as his breath caused mist to form with the waves and the walkers above had no idea what lay beneath their feet. Except for one small boy and his momma, and they would never tell.

Saturday Short: City at the Edge of the Hills

“It’s beautiful,” Max said as they stopped and looked out across the hills.

“It would be better without the houses,” Grace said as she passed the canteen of water to Max.

He took a gulp and shook his head. “You can barely notice them. Just look that way.” He pointed off to his right. photograph of hills in Garin Park with Hayward visible behind“And you can’t see a thing except grass, sky, and trees.”

She shrugged and waved her hand across the horizon that was dotted with houses. When she lowered her hand, they were gone. “Now you can barely notice them,” Grace said with a smile.

Max sighed. “Put them back, Grace.”

She pouted and stomped her foot. With all her power, it was easy to forget she was still ten.

“Grace,” Max said again with a warning in his voice.

She turned away.

“Put them back, or I’ll tell, Mom.”

“Fine.” Grace swung her arm out in a chopping motion and the houses returned on the horizon, as if they’d never left. “Happy?”

Max squinted at the houses and finally nodded. “That will do. Let’s get going.”

They resumed walking, Grace soon forgetting that she was mad at Max. But the residents whose homes disappeared for an instance could not forget what they saw in that moment, not for as long as they lived.