Saturday Short: The Bottles

photograph of glass bottles filled with green liquidFor the last four days Devin sat in the bar trying not to stick their forearms permanently to the sticky top of the table. The beer was flat and tasteless as the decor that looked like it had been dredged from the river and flung careless on the walls. The only thing going for the place was the watered down beer. Most times this would make Devin leave and never come back. But now, it allowed them to keep their senses sharp so they didn’t stare too long at the woven garland of glass bottles hung behind the main bar. The green liquid inside the bottles seemed to glow of their own accord. No one had touched them in the days Devin sat, nursing a beer and eating soggy fries, trying not to worry about their dwindling funds. One bottle would cure all their problems. One bottle would trade for a year’s worth of wages.

They drained their glass. Tonight was the night or nerves would shatter. Devin left and returned when the moon was full and even the screech owls were asleep. Devin picked the lock and snuck like a wayward shadow across the floor. They snipped a bottle from the bunch and slipped it into their pocket. Devin paused, but heard nothing. They slipped back across the room and touched the doorknob as someone knocked their feet out from under them.

“You need to give that back.

Devin looked up into the face of a woman whose hair formed a moonlit halo around her head, but features were obscured by shadows. It was her staff she held against their sternum with increasing pressure, though, that held Devin’s attention.

“I said, give it back.” The woman twisted the tip of her staff harder into their chest.

Devin considered their options. None were good. The woman had gotten a jump on them without a sound so fighting their way out was not a sure thing. Giving up the bottle wasn’t good either, but at least they could try for something else in some other windswept town. Devin fished the bottle out of their pocket and turned it over with a sign. The woman slipped it into her pocket and removed her staff from their chest.

“Get on with you, then,” she said.

Devin stood up and backed up, wary of another attack, but none came. They stopped before opening a door and asked a question, “Why do you keep them out like that? You know how much they’re worth.”

The woman smiled. “In case someone needs one. It’s easier that way.”

Devin frowned. “I need one.”

The woman nodded. “All you had to do was ask.”

Devin’s brown wrinkled, but the woman said no more as she stood as still as the flotsam hung on the walls.

“Could I have one?” Devin asked, feeling the question was ridiculous, but there was nothing to lose. “Please?”

The woman tossed the bottle over without hesitation. One smooth movement created an arch of green light that landed in Devin’s hand.

“Of course,” she said. “May it bring you good fortune.” She turned and melted into the shadows before Devin could call out thank you, but they double-checked that the door was locked behind them when they left and left a mark outside saying the bar was protected to warn the next potential thief to go elsewhere.

 

Don’t be evil–read!

It’s no secret that I love reading. I love reading all types of books and, as I’ve said before, while some people binge watch TV shows, I binge read book series. I just finished with Lemony Snicket’s A Series of Unfortunate Events and had to share this quote about reading and people.

And in my experience, well-read people are less likely to be evil." Quigley Quagmire

He of course goes on to say that this doesn’t hold true for all people, but for most. This quote makes me smile, even if it isn’t always true. It makes me think of my books as an antidote to evil, a vaccine to ensure I don’t become too cynical, too negative, and too tired to see good in the world and to do good in the world. Plus, it reminds me that I need to read, too.

As we enter the second half of October, it feels like we are running downhill, picking up steam, so we’ll blast through the last box on the calendar into the craziness of November. And, for my readers who are writers, you know it isn’t crazy just because it is the start of the holiday season–NaNoWriMo will be upon us.

But even when the days grow short and the word counts grow large, I will still carve out time in my day to read something not work-related and not the news. Books are a solace, a refuge, a place to think and to dream and to refresh so we can come back to our work with new eyes and open hearts. So, as the post title says, Don’t be evil–Read!

I hope you have something wonderful, something hopeful, something amazing that is capturing your reading attention. If you have book suggestions, feel free to leave them in the comments. I’m always looking for new authors to binge read. 🙂

Saturday Short: Goblin Eggs

photograph of a bunch of egg-shaped squash

“They call ’em goblin’s eggs, you know,” Brian said as he dumped another bushel of the egg-shaped squash into the crate. They tumbled and rolled like eggs, but didn’t crack as they settled into a lopsided pyramid.

Sarah rolled her eyes as she spread out the squash so they wouldn’t come tumbling down on some unsuspecting buyer. “You know only the children still call them that.”

“Then what would you call them?” Brian asked as he lifted the picking basket and placed it on his shoulder. It made him look as if his head was the size of a giant pumpkin as she looked up at his silhouette backlit by the sun.

“I call them egg squash, just like the sign says.”

He shook his head. “They’re goblin’s eggs. That’s why they aren’t selling.”

“We sold a whole crate of ’em last week.” Sarah stepped back as a woman began sorting through the squash, intent on selecting the best ones. Sarah looked up at Brian and raised an eyebrow.

He shrugged and walked back to the fields. Sarah lost him in the market crowds as she turned her attention back to the woman who wanted help selecting squash for her meal tonight.

Sarah didn’t believe in child’s tales about goblin’s eggs, but she didn’t take any squash home either. And she pretended not to notice that a few of the squash were cracked and empty as if they were simply shells when she pulled back the tarp from the crate to prepare for the first buyers of the next morning. Only children believed in such things.

Challenging Fate

With the change of seasons, it seems to be a good time to take stock of what we’ve accomplished this year and what remains to be done. I don’t know about you, but it always seems like there are too few hours in the day and too few weeks in the year to get done everything I want to do. And, sometimes, when things seem to not being going so well, it can be a comforting if slippery slope to say that it wasn’t meant to be or it wasn’t my fate or maybe my luck will change. So if you are in that boat, or ever feel that way, today’s quote is for you:

There is much to be said for challenging fate instead of ducking behind it. Diana Trilling

I’m all for challenging fate rather than ducking or believing that I’m at its mercy. There’s so much we don’t control in life, but that doesn’t mean that we should stop working towards our goals and our dreams. It doesn’t mean we stop working towards being better people, being more mindful and thoughtful, being more kind and more creative.

While these words are great for all parts of life, they are especially important to remember for those of us who want to create and share our art–in whatever form it takes. Sometimes it feels like everything is just left up to chance or fate or luck or whatever that we don’t have and it can be discouraging. Like leaving behind the hopefulness of spring, the carefree days of summer, and watching the senescence of autumn. But what we can control is how we work, what we do, and who we help through our work and our art.

Sometimes challenging ourselves to do something other than use fate as an excuse for why we aren’t doing what we want to can be scary. Sometimes it can seem as if we are just being blown around like leaves by forces we can’t see, but that’s why we are stubborn and tough like old oak trees and just keep doing and making and creating what we do. But we do it because we have to, because if we didn’t we wouldn’t create what we feel in our hearts we were meant to do.

So I hope your autumn is full of fate challenging work along with mugs of hot apple cider, and plates full of warm pumpkin bread. 🙂

 

Saturday Short: The Bamboo

photograph of bamboo forest with bamboo hanging over the path

The bamboo had stood at the edge of the village for as long as anyone could remember. No one could recall when it emerged, fully formed, in the morning. Stories from the oldest members of the village recalled that when the people went to bed there was nothing but ferns and trees and wildflowers edging the path, but they awoke to the sight and sound of a stand of bamboo swaying in the morning breeze.

No one ever went into the stand to harvest the bamboo. The villagers only used what stalks fell over when the high winds blew down through the valley and caused everything to bend and snap–even the bamboo. Some whispered that the bamboo was enchanted and told stories to keep the children away. Others paid it no heed, though they walked more quickly when they had to travel through it to carry goods to the next village.

Callie couldn’t care less about the bamboo as she sat, hidden behind a scraggly bush waiting for the sun to go down. She had a dare to win and all she had to do was cut off a shoot from one of the tall, waving stalks. Easiest dare she’d ever win. But as the sun set, casting its red light through the stand and causing lines to cover her arms like scars, Callie’s heart beat faster. And as the breeze from the sea caused the bamboo to sway and sound like hundreds of the largest windchimes that chased away demons she’d ever heard, her hands began to shake. When night finally settled like a dark blanket over the forest and the last noises of the village died behind her, Callie didn’t move.

When she finally moved towards the bamboo as the moon cast a long shadow behind her, Callie tried to convince herself she didn’t hear voices in the bamboo. She had a dare to win.

Courage and Growing Up

Some days it is easier to be courageous than others and some days it is easier to be yourself than others. But, when we think about it, what other choice do we have? Today’s quote reminds us it takes both courage and growing up to become ourselves.

It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are. e e cummings

I find in this quote reassurance and a swift kick in the pants to get moving. Reassurance because sometimes it feels too hard to be courageous–especially if it means sticking out and not fitting in. Though, at this point in my life, I’m not sure who there is left to fit in with as it is pretty obvious I’ve forever lost my invitation to whatever the cool kids are doing–but the great thing is as I’ve gotten older, I don’t really care anymore about fitting in.

It’s also a swift kick in the pants because I should be more courageous and I should not be afraid of being who I am. Even if that’s a fantasy-writing, bookbinding, baking, reading, hiking person who sometimes doesn’t always know what to say at a networking event. The quote makes me want to be me more and there is no time like now to get on with becoming a better person, a unique person.

But, even as we become stronger in who we are and more accepting of who we are becoming, there will always be people, situations, and times when it is hard. But that is when we have to dig deep and be grown-up in how we interact, think, and do.

I hope that we all can continue to grow and become who we are meant to be (and hopefully includes increasing all our good qualities and ridding ourselves of as much of the bad as we can). And I hope, as we find our courage, that we help others find theirs, too. And maybe, just maybe, with a lot of people doing this (and acting like the grown-ups we want to be), we can make the world a better place, too.

I hope you have a lovely week and keep on being you. Create and share, love and grow. And, as Neil Gaiman would say, “Make Good Art.” 🙂

Saturday Short: Followed by a Duck

photography of a duck in the middle of a dirt path looking up quizzicallyMoira was tired, sweaty, and had two bug bites that were beginning to itch on her arms. She was also terribly lost even though there was only one path through the woods and there was no reasonable explanation as to how she could have gotten lost on a clear day with no possible chance to go the wrong direction. There was only one path.

But by her own calculations, she had been walking for far too long and never remembered seeing towering bamboo or leaves that could double as parasols on her previous walks through the woods. To add to her bewildering situation, Moira now found herself being paced by a duck. She glanced down to her right and the duck looked up, as if expecting Moira to ask it the time or perhaps offer it a treat. The duck disturbed her, but it hadn’t tried to bite unlike the geese that swam in the village’s pond, so Moira simply kept walking.

“I should be there by now. How ever did I get lost?” Moira sighed and wiped her hand across her forehead before frowning at another bug bite on her hand.

“There are many ways to get lost, but that’s not the important question.”

Moira stopped and turned around to face the duck who looked up at her and seemed to shrug. “Ducks don’t talk.” She shook her head. “How did I get lost and go mad in one morning?”

“Everything talks,” the duck said. “The real question is, how are you going to get back to where you were going as clearly this path isn’t the one in the woods meant for you.”

Meaning to Read

Do you have a stack of books on your nightstand (or cued on your device) that you’ve been meaning to read? Do you keep a list of titles that you want to read, but the list just seems to get longer instead of shorter? If this sounds like you, you’ll empathize with the quote today:

It is likely I will die next to a pile of things I was meaning to read. Lemony Snicket

There always seems to be too many interesting things to read and too little time to read them all in. So I, like Lemony Snicket, will probably found in this state. But, until then, I’ll keep reading everything I can get my hands on–even if it is the crucial, but dreadfully boring, reading of propositions in my state for the general elections.

I’ve rather been on a Lemony Snicket reading kick lately. I’m sure hardly anyone would call A Series of Unfortunate Events light or fluffy reading as they are rather glum books, but they are so wonderfully entertaining that I’ve been devouring over the last few days and had to share today’s quote. (My local, independent bookstore put the quote on one of their bookmarks, which was almost too perfect.) His series, All the Wrong Questions, was creative and ridiculous and entertaining and everything you want in a series for younger readers that it makes me wish some of the supposedly books written for adults would be so clever or make me care about the characters as much.

So I don’t have any profound thoughts about today’s quote, but it was too true not to share. But I do hope, when you have a moment of solitude (or make a moment of solitude as we can all too easily get sucked in by a million and one other things vying for our attention) you take the time to get swept up in a good book. Whether or not that book is about unfortunate events, Bombinating Beasts, or wrong questions is entirely up to you.

Hope you have a lovely day and a lovely read.

P.S. Is anyone else getting excited that we are only a bit over a month away from NaNoWriMo? 🙂

P.P.S Did you know it’s ALA’s Banned Books Week?  Celebrate by reading a banned or challenged book and check to see if your local library or bookstore is hosting events. Long live the freedom to read!

Saturday Short: Through the Marsh

photograph of alpine marsh on KauaiThe marsh was beautiful and didn’t stink like rotted leaves as most did. It started in the middle of the forest, where no marsh should be. But it was. The trees thinned out and the  sky opened onto the watery expanse where clouds seemed to dip their toes into the water as they passed through leaving only damp clothes behind.

The only way to cross was on top of a narrow, rotting, rusting boardwalk. No one could recall who put down the ties and nailed the wooden planks together. It had to have been a mucky, tiring job. But it was done and no one in the nearest village was volunteering to restore the planks that had fallen into the water, making it necessary to jump to avoid sinking a boot into the mud and possibly not getting it back.

Martha stood at the edge of the marsh shielding her eyes against the sudden sunlight with her hand. She had to go through the marsh, not on the boardwalk, but through it. She’d dreamt there was someone out lost and her dreams didn’t lie. No one would go with her (even though there were lost person posters affixed to the sides of buildings) and some called her mad (even though they’d come to her for interpretations of dreams late at night when no one would see), saying she’d lose more than her boots out on the marshes. But she had to go.

And as Martha sunk her first foot into the marsh, feeling the ground give way and hearing the slurping sound of her foot sinking, a twinkling light appeared like a candle above the water three feet in front of her. She smiled and took another step as the light led her deeper into the marsh. It might be a trick or trouble or a trap. But she had to go and might as well hope that it would lead her true.

Being Yourself

Sometimes it seems like every post about life-hacks, self-fulfillment, and finding your passion talks about being yourself, right? That if you are yourself–whatever that actually means–you’ll find yourself falling into luck and success and whatever else you want in life. But, in actuality, being yourself can be hard, lonely, and unproductive sometimes. However, as Oscar Wilde reminds us, there’s not much else we can be.

Be yourself. Everyone else is already taken. Oscar Wilde

So I promise this blog post is not all negative and down in the gutters. I love this quote because it reminds me that no matter what, I can only be me. Even if I tried as hard as I could to model myself after someone else or try to copy what they do, in the end I’ll still be me. So why not be a unique me? A me that I’ll want to have a cup of tea with when I’m seventy?

It is hard to be yourself, especially if some of your goals and ideas and aspirations don’t mesh with your closest family members or friends. It can be difficult to keep creating, whether that’s a poem, a novel, a song, a recipe, a new project, without support (or sometimes even in the face of ridicule). But, at the end of it all, what other people think really doesn’t matter in terms of what we create. (I mean, I’m not advocating being mean or spiteful or anything, so don’t take it that way, okay? Okay. Thanks.)

What we create through whatever we do is about expressing who we are, what we believe, and what we want to do in life. I believe it gets both easier in some respects and harder in others as we get older. But I hope it gets easier for you and you like who you are and who you are becoming.

So be bold, be you, and be willing to share your art with the world. And, if you are ever in the gutters, make sure you are looking at the stars (thanks, Oscar Wilde, for being so quotable). 😉